burnt out

12/12/2010 10:09:57 PM

Have gotten right burnt out on finding slaves who are non-sexual but obedient. I firmly expect to be rejected by the last one tomorrow, because I do not wish to play with his penis. And, you know, it is not that I do not like to play with the body of a man, at all; it is that I must be inspired to think of him that way, by his personality, by my feelings for him. I do not seek out slaves, lovely little worker drones, to fall in love with.However, I could fall in love. Is there anyone out there to fall in love with, though? Hmm .. that's the million dollar question. And, no, I do not mean it is about his money. lol I fell in love, once before. He was a man of serious strength of character, intelligence, hard work ethics, tolerance, romantic notions, all wrapped up in bright colored weird tattoos and tight black leather, perched upon a motorbike. Bit of a freak, kind of a smart ass, claimed at least to be a lover of God. I love him still. Anyone who wants to take his place, they have a fair bit of going to turn my head. I am, however, willing to let you try.Wild romance, making ' a fool' of oneself, unbridled passion, respectful longing from afar, seeing the woman and offering service to help her be the woman she longs to be, these are all good things. Do you have what it takes?