A one-sided conversation on love

"You' ve been in love, you told me so. You had someone leave you and not amicably. You told me so. So you must have some idea of how I feel.  Do unto others and all that!
    I just spent the last three hours trying to make a decent reply that both said what I need to say and
didn't say anything to either piss you off or bore you. I failed.  When I started talking to you, I could be me and I felt like that was alright. Or I thought it was.  I learned differently. I don't know what changed or why or anything. I just know that I can no longer talk to you.
  And that hurts the most .. because I thought we oort of understood each other ..  but ..    And I did love you.  And I did trust you. And I said to myself that this time I wouldn't do anything but be myself  and trust you .. and that blew up in my face, then, didnt' it.
  And maybe you don't think it's worth getting all upset about. But then you have been in love. .you have been loved. : It hurts to know that the person you love wants everything you could offer and that you
would offer willingly .. they just absolutely do not want it from you."