Slave Application (complete)

Slave Application:

I am only here to find slaves and I only need a certain kind of slave. If you truly wish to be a slave, you may begin the application process.  I do not give permission for, nor do I currently welcome, any other form of contact. 

If you are not ready to serve, yet, do not begin. This is very serious to me and how you answer, both in your actual repy and in the manner you deliver it, will be judged. If you wish to serve, do not take short cuts, do not give half-assed answers. Do not add more than I asked for, do not give less than I have asked for. 

This application is primarily written for the male slave. I will accept female slaves, if they are natural born females. If you are one, use common sense in answering the questions, performing the activities, altering their meaning to fit your sex.

I may allow a slave who is a distance away to serve from long distance, for a time, if it is necessary, but, only if it is with the understanding that they are already my slave and are serving as fully as it is possible for them to serve under the circumstances. 

This means, if you are long distance, seeking to become live-in (or, nearby), and you have been accepted by me, you must be willing to commit to both the financial aspect of slavery and the beginning of training in protocol, house cleaning techniques, etc.

Read over the whole application before beginning. It is suggested that you also read my journal entries. If you do not, you may be missing vital information which would better help you in determining if I am the Mistress for you.

You may disregard the talk of fees, for now, since I am telling you to send me information, for the application process.
Keep in mind, when you get to the questions, that they do not necessarily reflect what I want to hear.

 IE: The question about hand trampling may be there because I love to trample hands, it may be there because I am wondering if you believe slaves have the right to have limits, or, it may be there because a slave who would let me trample their hands is worthless to me. So, do not guess, do not assume, just be honest.  

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Step One: Submit a photo of your face, non-blurry, no wearing sunglasses, up close. I need to see your face. No excuses.

Step Two: Follow step one, again, this time in a different pose.

Step Three: Follow step one, again, this time holding a hand written sign that says "Beaverton Doom Squad" on it.

Stop

You may follow all three steps at once, or separately, but, you may not go beyond Step three, until you have done these three steps and I have given you permission to continue. Once you have received permission

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Step Four: Provide the following basic information:

First name:

Year of birth:

Languages spoken:

Languages can read:

Sexual Orientation:

Email address:

Height:

Weight:

Eye color:

Build (slim, athletic, a few pounds, etc.):

Sex you were born:

Sex you are now/Sex you would like to become:

Dressing Style:

Are you more butch, sissy, or neither?

Ethnicity:

Country of Origin/Country you are citzen of now:

If you are not American, explain how you will obtain American citizenshp or a visitr status that will allow you to serve. If you wish to serve online, include that information, instead, and, briefly explain the form you wish your online service to take:

If you had to relocate, how long would it take you to make arrangements:

What is your employment: 

How relocatable/transferable is your employment:

Location (city, state, county, borough, country, etc):

What is your bdsm orientation? Choose between sex-slave, slave, submissive, slave craving humiliation, slave who needs to give and do for others, slave who wishes to be no part of the world.

Do you smoke?
Do you take any drugs?

Do you have any diagnosed health problems, mental health problems, neurological conditions or addictions?

Do you have children? 

Please make a Health statement addressing: STD status, medical concerns, drug/alcohol usage, etc. :

Are you currently on ANY prescribed medications:

Have you ever and /or are you currently taking ANY medication for Depression, BI polar, Schizophrenia, Psychosis, Anxiety disorders or neurosis ?

Do you want to have children?

Are you expecting this relationship to lead to marriage?

Are you expecting this relationship to lead to really wild sex?

Are you expecting this relationsip to lead to fulfilling your fetish fantasies? 

What are you current "vanilla" obligations? (financial, emotional, romantic familial, clubs, etc.)

What are your known "vanilla" limits?

Have you ever and/or currently receiving any type of psychological counseling for Depression, BI polar, Schizophrenia, Psychosis, Anxiety disorders or neurosis ?

List any illegal drugs you have EVER taken in your lifetime.

List any illegal drugs you are still taking or wish to take in the future.

Do you think you might need to have pyschological counseling?

What are your known limits for fetish play?

Are there any physical limits which effect your mobility, lifestyle or ability to serve ? 

What are your known limits for being a slave?

Step Five: Answer these questions as truthfully as possible, to the best of your ability:

Mistress, for you I would ... 

 Answers are yes,  yes but only because you want me to, or, absolutely no.

• lick, kiss, massage your perfect bare feet for hours, until my hands and tongue hurt

• take out the trash

• stay up late, typing your letters and stories

• be used as a foot stool for hours as you are reading or watching TV

• stand in front of you, holding a cushion so that you can rest your feet

• clean up dog turds off the floor

• let you put clamps on my nipples 

• serve as a toilet

• have sex with a man

• have sex with a woman

• engage in rape fantasy, playing the rapist

• engage in rape fantasy, playing the victim

• let you trample my hands

• let you trample my body

• stop eating and drinking things you cannot have

• let you spit on my face

• let you whip my chest, shoulders and hips

• let you spank my ass

• let you choose the music we listen to

• let you drink from my bottle of soda

• let you walk and jump on my chest

• let you slap my face with your hands or feet

• let you whip my genitals

• let you torture my genitals

• let you torture my nipples

• let you wax my body

• let you use my body and mouth as an ashtray

• let you put off cigarettes on my body

• wear a garment or piece of jewelry that marks me as your property

• carry you around on my back

• wear chastity devices for as long as you wish

• do all the housework

• give you most or all of my wages, without questioning what for

• work for wages, and still do housework

• live with other slaves

• give up sex, altogether

• share my body, sexually, with anyone I was ordered to

Stop. You may do steps four and five together, but, you may not go past step five, until I have reviewed your answers and determined if there is any point in continuing. If you are given permission to continue you may 

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Step Six: Answer these questions as truthfully as possible:

How good are you at… (answers are very good, passable, hopeless, or can be trained)

• cooking

• serving meals (waiter service)

• washing the dishes

• dusting the house

• shaving legs

• cutting women's hair

• washing the floors

• leg waxing

• applying makeup to women

• making the beds

• washing clothes

• ironing clothes

• driving the car

• doing the shopping

Step Seven: Answer these questions as truthfully as possible

How would you feel about .. (answers are I crave it, I can live with it, or I will leave if you make me do it)

• serving someone who believes in God and bases their life on the standards of a religious group (any religous group)?

• being trained to listen and learn from that religious group?

• serving an atheist?

• sissy training

• being a cuckold?

• cleaning your Mistress after she is with another man?

• cleaning your Mistress with your tongue after she uses the toilet?

• drinking your Mistress' golden nectar (piss, in other words)?

• signing a contract with no time limit, legally binding?

• signing a contract for a limited time, with option for both parties to renew later?

• being trained to be an atheist?

• serving a Mistress who was overweight?

• serving a Mistress who did not believe in Female Supremacy?

• serving a Mistress who believes she really is a Goddess?

• serving a Mistress who is overweight, who desires to use your labor and fnances to make herself healthier?

• serving a Mistress that is model thin?

• serving a Mistress who used to be a man?

• serving a Mistress who dresses in haute couture and is always "done"?

• serving a Mistress who serves a husband or Master?

• serving a Mistress who never wears makeup and dresses casually?

• serving an extremely sadistic Mistress?

Step Eight: Answer honestly to the best of your abilities:

Are you ... (answer are yes, no, sort of )

• single

• a person with previous slave experience?

• interested in financial slavery?

• filled with physical lust at the mere thought of being used as a slave?

• interested in being a sex slave?

• interested in being a domestic (house) slave?

• interested in having a "normal" relationship (romantic) w/ BDSM overtones?

• hoping to find a friend and a lover, as well as a Mistress, in one person?

• capable of loving one person and serving another?

•someone who believes in God?

Stop. You may complete steps seven and eight at the same time, or separately, but, you may not go beyond step eight, until I have looked over your answers and determined if we should continue. If you have been given permission to continue, you may 

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Step Nine: Answer these questions as honestly as possible:

Why do you want to serve ?
Why do you want to serve me? 

Do you think women should wear makeup?

Do you think women should wear jewelry?

Do you think women should cover the gray in their hair?

Do you think it is wrong for women to wear makeup?

Do you think it is wrong for women to wear jewelry?

Do you think it is wrong for women to cover the gray in their hair?

If your Mistress wanted to have her breasts augmented through surgery, would you think less of her?

If your Mistress got her breasts augmented through surgery, would you desire her more?

Is it wrong to have plastic surgery to correct obvious faults, such as breathing problems, baggy upper eyelids, moles?

Is it wrong to have plastic surgery, to alter one's face and body just to be more attractive?

Is it preferable to alter one's body through plastic surgery to be more attractive?

If Mistress asked should she take supplements for breast enhancement or have surgery instead, what would you answer?

Do you care what your Mistress looks like, as in would it shame you to have an older, overweight, or ugly Mistress?

Would it make you feel more proud to be the slave of a young, pretty, or slim Mistress?

Please tell me about your personality.  Are you outgoing or shy type. Do you generally think the
glass is half full or half empty. Please be descriptive this is the place to talk about yourself as a person.

Stop. I will review all your answers and if you are considered to be a fairly likely candidate, then I will inform you and the proper testing portion of the application process will 

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For all intents and purposes, you will be considered to be a long distance slave, regardless of where you are located in comparisn to me, until I have chosen to allow you to serve me directly in my home and you have moved in. Even if you live nearby and/or we meet person-to-person, you are a long-dstance slave, because I cannot ring a bill or whisper an order and have you immediately follow through. Therefore, all beginning testing will take place as if for a long distance relationship. Some of this testing will be in the manner by which you discern what is needed to perform the tasks, and, how you creatively accomplish them.  

Some tasks are on-going and some are one time things. You will work through them in order, using common sense (IE: If I tell you to purchase a camera in Step 29, but, you are only on Step Twelve and a friend offers to sell you theirs for $20, since they are replacing it, buy the camera while the buying is good. That is just an example, by the way, so don't get confused, later, if you don't see that in Step 29 lol)

Step Ten: 

Alter your profile to reflect your status as someone who is applying for the position of being my slave. Do not indicate ownership or tha you are under my consideration, as we have not come that far.

Step Eleven:

Begin your task and testing journal. It must be handwritten. In it you will chronicle your thoughts and feelings, a brief description of daily activities in general, and, keep track of the tests and tasks you have accomplished or need to accomplish. At the end of every week, you will send me your journal, to an address that I shall provide for you. It will not be my home address. You are not yet to that point. Along with your journal, you will include a stamped envelope, for the sake of the journal making it to my residence. 

Step Twelve:

If you live alone, you must now begin the practice of removing your clothing when you arrive home. This is not an indication that you will be nude in my home, nor am I saying tha you will not be. This is your order, for now. 

If you do not live alone, find a room where you can have some privacy, and, there, remove your clothes, after you have returned home. Keep them off for a least 5 minutes, 15 mnutes if you can. No, you may not count time showering, using the toilet, engaging in sex, or watching television as any part of your nude time, in this case. You will spend it kneeling or in a kneeling bow. This is separate from any other kneeling or bowing test/instruction.

Step Thirteen:

You must mark yourself as a slave, by my order, in my stead. This is not me marking you, but, a test, and a favor to you, since it will, or should, make you feel more owned. Yet, it should be discreet, for public use.  I am partial to the fleur de lis, so, find yourself something in a silver tone, with the fleur de lis, that you can have with you at work. If you are allowed to wear jewelry at work, a necklace or ring will be an excellent choice. If not, cuff links or a key chain will do; but, then you should still have something such as a necklace, ring, or collar for at-home use. You must keep this mark with you at all times possible. If that means purchasing a t-shirt with it, or, a tie, or whatever, then do it. You must have the fleur de lis, as, for now, this is your mark of slaveship.

Step Fourteen:

Take photos of yourself with your fleur de lis mark of slaveship. These may be at work, out of the home, and/or at home, being nude. If you can find a way, take photos of yourself kneeling or bowing. Yes, you may elicit the aid of others to help with this task. You will attach the photos to an email, sent to me on this site.

Step Fifteen:

Purchase a "full" length mirror. It does not have to be fancy, as it is only a prop, but, ic can be, as it now represents your Mistress. At the end of each task, or as part of the task, you will be bowing to your Mistress. Put the mirror on the floor, up against a wall, carefully. You may need to move it, later, so don't attach it, but, you don't want your representational Mistress to fall down and break, either.

Step Sixteen:

Every morning, upon rising, every evening before going to bed, you will bow to your representational Mistress, kneeling and bowing as a slave should bow:

is fine.

is also fine. Or, if you cannot quite ge there, yet, this, below, will do:

Step Seventeen:

It is now time to begin your chores. It doesn't matter how you clean, now. You will learn to clean as I wish you to clean. In my journal entries, somewhere, you will find instructions on 15 minute clean ups and intensive clean ups for each basic room of the house.  You will choose two days a week to clean each room, with a 15 minute clean up plan, modifying it as needed to suit your decor, materials used in the building of your home, the actual usage of the room, etc. 

IE: If you have a weight machine in a room, you are not to ignore it, since  it is not on the list. You are to, instead, alter the list to include it. Goodness knows we want those desweated and polished up pretty! 

You may choose to do all the rooms on the same days, or, a few rooms on different days. 

You will, in addition, choose one day of the week to intensely clean one room of the house. The next week, you will do a different room, until you have intensely cleaned every room in the house, and, then you will begin all over again. 

Step Eighteen:

If your home is cluttered, you will begin using the 4-container method for cleaning it. This will also be found in my journal entries. If your home is not cluttered, advertise on Craig's List to help someone declutter their home, or, find someone you already know who needs the help.

Step Nineteen:

Kneeling pracitce. You must practice kneeling as a footstool for at least 15 minutes, every day. For now, it wil be without the added weight of actual human feet.  Choose a time, find a location and make it happen. You will need a timer, for this activity, but, you should have one, already, for the 15 minute clean up, because, I am very, very serious about it needing to take you 15 minutes or less. You must provide proof, on occasion, by my observing you on camera or by your making videos and sending them to me, attached to an email, here.

Step Twenty: 

Punishment for failure. You will begin to mark down every failure, such as not being able to get privacy for 15 minutes of kneeling, courting another Mistress while you are supposed to be paying attention to me (which is always, now), forgetting to remove your clothes when you come home.  Every single day in your journal entries, you will mark down your failures. Not what they are, because, that goes in your thoughts and daily activities, but, how many there are. In the usual method of four short lines and one long one.

Every line represents one unit of punishment. At the end of every day, you will inflict this punishment upon yourself. It can be a minute spent in the corner, a dollar set aside to send to me, you hitting yourself on the back or buttocks with a rod or crop, or you writing out lines by hand as a teacher would have you do. Choose between these things, then, tell me what you have chosen, why you have chosen this method of punishment, and, send me proof of its accomplishment. A video attached to an email is fine proof. A non-descript photograph of buttocks that may or may not be yours is not proof.

Step Twenty-One: 

You will begin wearing a chastity device. It does not have to be an expensive one, but, if you can afford it and think chastity is something you'd like to try, long term, you may as well go for quality. I do not own you, yet; you are still in the application process, so do not think to send me the key. You will, however, write about your experience in your journal, and, you will send me a video of you, once a day, wearing the device. In the video, you will be holding that day's newspaper, where the date can be seen.

Step Twenty-Two:

It is time for your pet dish. Do not take this as an indication that I will keep you eating out of a pet dish, do not make the assumption that I will allow you to stop. This is still a test. Purchase yourself a pet dish. You may purchase one of any type of material, and, you may choose between separate food and water bowls, or, one bowl for both. You will be eating at least one meal, per day, from your pet dish. You will prove this to me, by writing of it in your journal and by, once a week, sending me a video.

Step Twenty-Three:

Religious studies. You will be using Bible Gateway and www.watchtower.org, under publications, the New World Translation of the Holy Scriptures. Each day, you will read at least 15 verses, starting at the beginning of the Bible and continuing on from where you ended the day before, when you begin again. You will choose at least two other translations of the Holy Scriptures, and, read each set of verses from them as well as from the New World Translation. You will write down your thoughts and feelings about this in your journal.

Step Twenty-Four:

Consider what this experience has been worth to you, how much time I have put into it, and, offer me a gift that reflects your gratitude. It can be cash, it can be a specific something you have come to know I need (you are reading my forum posts and journal entries, aren't you?), it can be more than one thing; but, it has to be something you decide on and offer to me.

Step Twenty-Five:

It is time. By now, I know enough to understand if you will obey and endure, what is in your heart. You must decide, for yourself, if you wish to continue; knowing that if you are an offline slave, everything may change; knowing if you are an online slave, much may stay the same, for now, but, things will progress. Are you ready to offer yourself to me, based on what we have been through, without having seen me, talked to me, touched me in any fashion? Do you believe that I am a capable Mistress? You decide. Step up onto the block and offer yourself, taking the chance that the answer may be no, and the chance that the answer may be yes.