Type, type, type: Old information

This is my last profile on CM (BBWDOM4MARRIAGE being the ID):

As I just wrote to a s-type, "At any point you care to try again, send me the photo, as requested, and, we shall see. It makes no sense to prefer to send it somewhere else, as compared to here. Especially when you've already seen mine. I've been very open, very up front, about who I am, past and present. It's not my fault that Support saw fit to delete those journal entries, after a while. They were there, with ample proof of me being real. It's not wrong to expect a little proof, in return."

Obviously some of that only applies to him, but, I think you get the gist of what I am saying to him. As to the sharing, which has been torn down, I shall build it up, again. Between my journal entries, profile, forum posts, and, other things that I am quite willing to show most anybody, I am quite capable and willing to prove I exist, enough for anyone's needs, outside of those who know me well enough and are ready to take steps that mean we both need background checks, anyway.

I have a rambling journal entry that explains things in more detail. Basically, I am looking for someone who will serve me, or otherwise prove they can make my life better by their presence in it, for 3 -6 months, in a chaste relationship that may lead, if we are compatible, to a very unchaste marriage.

I have no interest in abusing anyone, but, a good, healthy relationship, where the man is dominant (to me) in ways that allow me to be myself, while fulfilling his needs, or, who wants to submit to me, in a way that allows me to be myself, is fine. I'm talking about the seeking of love, respect, honorable intentions, monogamy, sweet nothings in the ear, and, wild passion at the heart.

Don't come at me with your usual icky b.s. Love means never kicking your partner in the ribs and calling them filthy names, before crapping on them. If you don't believe that, it's your business. Go disbelieve it in someone else's inbox.

My suggestion is you do read my journal entry (or, entries, as they come along), as you will be quizzed on them. Also, be prepared to prove you are real.This will require special photos or videos, maybe phone conversations, maybe meeting with friends who are local to you (if you are not local to me), so, don't contact me, if you do not have those capabilities.

Anyone who is annoying, will be blocked. This includes bisexuals, sissies, etc. as it says in my journal entry that I am not seeking you. If you have anything to say to me, do it in the forum, or, leave it be. My inbox is for corresponding with potentials or friends already of my acquaintance.

http://www.okcupid.com/quizzy/results?quizzyid=10012617203465641702&userid=14372685732799740543

Question:

Hello, Why oh why would you post all that unnecessary and out-dated information on your profile/journals? You have just gone way way over the top trying to prove yourself! It just looks ridiculous!

Answer:

It has nothing to do with trying to prove myself, or, proving myself in fact, either. Ridiculousness is in the eye of the beholder. To me, a profile of an alleged dominant, that cannot follow a basic rule of politeness, as is a rule of this site, looks ridiculous.

Especially when ostentatious or overt displays of sexuality are usually a sign of someone juvenile, who is incapable of forming fully adult, as in actually mature, relationships. However, I was polite enough not to tell you so, unbidden and uninvited.

Kindly keep your opinions out of my inbox. Some people are enjoying those links, as they were intended.

Goodbye.

Now, outside of that answer, there is this one: What I posted was links to places where there are things I have written, artwork I have created, and, opinions and thoughts I have shared.

Creations of an artist do not become invalid for having matured a few years since, and, opinions are only invalid if they are changed.

I am still me, the same me I have always been, but, ever so much more so.

Therefore, if you want to know me better (as some people have requested to do) you couldn't find a better way to do it, than to read what I have written, view what I have drawn and painted, and, see the interactions between myself and others, both more currently and in the past.

You want to know about me, do you, slave boy? Take a look:

My old MCN profile:
http://www.motorcyclenews.com/MCN/community/Profile/?&user-id=3100156

An old site I made for an old Yahoo group I used to belong to:
http://www.angelfire.com/scifi2/pub_archives/index.html (pretty_ak was me) The site is kind of messed up, after all these years. At least the 'Singing in the Rain' strip is, which sucks as I worked so hard at making it.

Old posts on Matchdoctor.com:
http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:KuLFMdmpZrIJ:www.matchdoctor.com/thread_17_6043_1/Alaska.html+blueyedwonderkin&cd=5&hl=en&ct=clnk&gl=us&source=www.google.com
(blueyedwonderkin is me)

An old myspace profile:
http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:dtgMOq9FpZcJ:www.myspace.com/boingytwigs+blueyedwonderkin&cd=11&hl=en&ct=clnk&gl=us&source=www.google.com
Yes boingytwigs, Deshi, and, blueyedwonderkin were all nicknames and IDs for me, at one point or another.

A little insight into the thoughts of blueyedwonderkin:
http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:-zeeVxtcZBUJ:www.sodahead.com/entertainment/girls-with-tattoos-hot-or-not/question-153521/+blueyedwonderkin&cd=21&hl=en&ct=clnk&gl=us&source=www.google.com

And, even more of it:
http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:1uSuqFmF95oJ:www.matchdoctor.com/blog_37644/Religion_and_Me.html+blueyedwonderkin&cd=22&hl=en&ct=clnk&gl=us&source=www.google.com

Old Flixster profile:
http://www.flixster.com/user/blueyedwonderkin

Older photos of me, from around 2006- 2008